UNDER LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF CONSTRUCTION... IN FACT, NOTHING'S REALLY FINISHED!
 
"I am in my bedroom drawing in my notebook because my hand thinks I'm an artist but my heart knows I'm a poet."

 


 


 

I hope that as you read of my exploits and glance at my photographs you will keep in mind a few things:  I am 20 years old and have abandoned real-world pragmatics.  I am not immune to the bitterness, boredom, and cynicsm (aka: the madness) that seems to haunt the other people I meet at the coffee shop, or parking lot, living room, or grocery store.  I still cling tight to some idealism left-over from the optimistic days of my youth.  I strum guitars, pick at bass strings, and sing melodies, but without such accuracy as, let's say, Bright Eyes, Elliott Smith, The Good Life, pg. 99, Mineral, or Dimmu Borgir.  I love conversation.  I sleep with no schedule.  I consume: ramen noodles and cigarettes, predominantly.  I laugh.  I try my hardest to be available for my friends.  "And I hate the fucking Eagles."
 


I realize this site is nothing but worthless for the time being, but with motivation and the stars in proper alignment, I may get this thing finished yet.  Until then, email me if you so desire... [email protected]
 



created the 23rd of June, past the midnight hour, 2002
adam m. hayden responsible for all sweat, blood, and tears:
truly a product of the prozac age